2009年12月17号
陵晨1点07分
今晚是meet了垣，rynn,17,iven去喝茶
回到家已经是陵晨了
不知为什么
不敢正面望着人
我无奈的一直反复的问着自己
冲了凉，脑袋里装得满满的东西
仿佛一瞬间消失在脑海中
今晚的心情反反复复
反常了很久
坐在电脑前的我
想了很多东西
曾看过一出戏叫做“非常完美”
在戏中令我最深刻的印象不是女主角
而只是女主角幻想出来的卡通人物
一个小男孩，非常活泼的小男孩
有着一个空盒子的脑袋
有一种习惯
就是他会场把自己所感受到的事情
都写起来~然后放进空盒子里
一天又一天~盒子里装满了
他只好把不好的记忆都丢掉
只留下美好的记忆
有一天，当他过马路的时候发生了意外
空盒子打开了，他进了医院
当他醒过来时，字条全都没有了
他只好到回曾经去过的地方
但永远也再找不回曾经的回忆了。。
人如果没有了记忆会是怎样的呢？
曾以为醒来了的梦，
但到目前才知道原来自己一直还在梦中
梦中的事情已看是慢慢转变
曾经的梦不再和现在一样
那为何能不醒呢
不会醒的梦算是怎样的一个梦呢？
2009年12月22日星期二
2009年12月16日星期三
你在我的记忆中开始消失了么？
2009年12月12号
陵晨1点35分
今晚听不到他的声音睡不着
所以泡了杯咖啡
独自一个人坐在电脑面前
发呆...发呆...再发呆...
看电脑的照片
突然看到属于你的文件夹
打开..."嘀嗒"
在这宁静的夜里就连滑鼠的的声音夜听到一清二楚
看着你的照片
仿佛开始有点陌生
曾经何时
每当看着照片
不管是分手前，还是分手后
傻傻得看着照片的自己
脸上总会带着一丝丝的笑和泪
一边看...一边不停的想着
你我经历过的...甚至回忆
每当想着你看着我的那个眼神
看着我微笑的那个样子
我都会觉得很开心，很幸福
在我的心中，不管在何处只要看见你的笑容
我都会觉得很开心
回忆就在那一霎那间...
我总会问人：
如果我变成回忆，你将会怎样
有些人会说
*回忆最终还是回忆
有些人却会说
*我会把回忆追回来
但在我从朋友当中所知道的
回忆始终还是回忆
总是回不了最初的感觉
这个时候我终于明白了
就像在这一年里
让我开始慢慢的从中学习
*无数的思念
*无数的痛苦
*无数的自我折磨...
虽然是很痛苦很难受
甚至有几次我站不起来
让我无法面对他人接受他人
也在我的生活中影响了不少
虽然是短短的十个月
但我从没后悔认识你
从没后悔过跟你开始的恋情
毕竟在目前是最让我刻骨铭心的回忆
一个星期过去，一个月过去
半年也过去了...
看着你和别人交往看着你和别人分手
那种无限的渴望，无限的希望
让我痛不如生
兜兜转转直到至今
是你教会我很多的东西
话说回来
目前的我
脑里也开始有了
新的记忆
新的经历
虽然不知这一段新的记忆几时消失
但目前的我是真得开心
在今晚想着你我的回忆
突然发现我既然忘记了
一个对我来说极大重要的日子
11月30号-我们的纪念日
11月...而至今已12月了
我开始忘记
在这几个月里
除了忙着去记多久了
到数多少天了...以外
就没有了以前的痛苦
没有了去年的感觉
是不是说在我的记忆里
开始把你藏到深处..
是他把我的心霸占了么？
还是你在我的心中
开始渐渐的消失？
陵晨1点35分
今晚听不到他的声音睡不着
所以泡了杯咖啡
独自一个人坐在电脑面前
发呆...发呆...再发呆...
看电脑的照片
突然看到属于你的文件夹
打开..."嘀嗒"
在这宁静的夜里就连滑鼠的的声音夜听到一清二楚
看着你的照片
仿佛开始有点陌生
曾经何时
每当看着照片
不管是分手前，还是分手后
傻傻得看着照片的自己
脸上总会带着一丝丝的笑和泪
一边看...一边不停的想着
你我经历过的...甚至回忆
每当想着你看着我的那个眼神
看着我微笑的那个样子
我都会觉得很开心，很幸福
在我的心中，不管在何处只要看见你的笑容
我都会觉得很开心
回忆就在那一霎那间...
我总会问人：
如果我变成回忆，你将会怎样
有些人会说
*回忆最终还是回忆
有些人却会说
*我会把回忆追回来
但在我从朋友当中所知道的
回忆始终还是回忆
总是回不了最初的感觉
这个时候我终于明白了
就像在这一年里
让我开始慢慢的从中学习
*无数的思念
*无数的痛苦
*无数的自我折磨...
虽然是很痛苦很难受
甚至有几次我站不起来
让我无法面对他人接受他人
也在我的生活中影响了不少
虽然是短短的十个月
但我从没后悔认识你
从没后悔过跟你开始的恋情
毕竟在目前是最让我刻骨铭心的回忆
一个星期过去，一个月过去
半年也过去了...
看着你和别人交往看着你和别人分手
那种无限的渴望，无限的希望
让我痛不如生
兜兜转转直到至今
是你教会我很多的东西
话说回来
目前的我
脑里也开始有了
新的记忆
新的经历
虽然不知这一段新的记忆几时消失
但目前的我是真得开心
在今晚想着你我的回忆
突然发现我既然忘记了
一个对我来说极大重要的日子
11月30号-我们的纪念日
11月...而至今已12月了
我开始忘记
在这几个月里
除了忙着去记多久了
到数多少天了...以外
就没有了以前的痛苦
没有了去年的感觉
是不是说在我的记忆里
开始把你藏到深处..
是他把我的心霸占了么？
还是你在我的心中
开始渐渐的消失？
2009年12月7日星期一
我不爱你*从来没有爱过你
今天突然想起了很多东西
巧合之下今天听到了曾让我刻骨铭心的话
有时候，
觉得人多数都是口是心非
有些人明明相爱的但分手后却说不爱
为什么每一个人挂在口边的都是我不爱你，
“我从来都没有爱过你”，
既然不爱，
得到你的人，得不到你的心
那为什么还要在一起？
当我再次听到这句话，
我很无奈。
当初相爱，
最后说出了让人伤得彻底的话
你们又想过当你们说出的每一句话
另一个人听了他们心中会有多大的影响？
或许从自己口中而出的话觉得没有影响
但有些人甚至会把那一句话藏在心中
一句我从来都没有爱过你就会让人刻骨铭心
说爱的时候
就爱到天荒地老
说不爱的时候
就一句不爱就能把一切的责任推掉？
难道爱就是那么的儿戏么？
那一段恋情又有何意义？
一点没有结果的恋情意义又何在？
2009年12月3日星期四
the last of the well-being
Even if no one knows what is the last of the well-being,
Even if I say you will not to believe
But I really hope that you will happily.
I am not a casual interest,
but really wish you happiness
If your news where there is,
I would be very concerned about
As long as somewhere to see you smile,
I have been very happy
The relationship between you and me, not just friends,
so I will not cheat on any word you say
For me, happiness is not eternal,
You taught me recall happier than it is now owned by
In my limited life, I had let himself be more happy
The present life, there is one person I love
I think he will leave me one day
But I do not care
Has already been very happy of the
"Difficulties are just a progress to the next level of your future ~ Stay cool and be happy always!"
Every time I hear you say I will never forget
I appreciate every word you say
At present this one I will take heart,
when I am not a happy time,
as long as you have to say I think all right
Maybe would like to thank is me. . .
They do not cherish, do not love you,
you also thought about since the problems?
If you only care about their own ideas more than concerned about the feelings of others? ?
Even if I say you will not to believe
But I really hope that you will happily.
I am not a casual interest,
but really wish you happiness
If your news where there is,
I would be very concerned about
As long as somewhere to see you smile,
I have been very happy
The relationship between you and me, not just friends,
so I will not cheat on any word you say
For me, happiness is not eternal,
You taught me recall happier than it is now owned by
In my limited life, I had let himself be more happy
The present life, there is one person I love
I think he will leave me one day
But I do not care
Has already been very happy of the
"Difficulties are just a progress to the next level of your future ~ Stay cool and be happy always!"
Every time I hear you say I will never forget
I appreciate every word you say
At present this one I will take heart,
when I am not a happy time,
as long as you have to say I think all right
Maybe would like to thank is me. . .
They do not cherish, do not love you,
you also thought about since the problems?
If you only care about their own ideas more than concerned about the feelings of others? ?
2009年12月1日星期二
Is important is not the future, is now owned by Happy
An important one is not everything that has but at present
actually,
You have been the pursuit of perfection,
But in this world no one is perfect ...
Although in this world,
no one would go into your permanent,
or at least to have, can be regarded as a pleasure ...
Memories is at least one of the most happy thing
Yes, perhaps only a miracle will appear in the fairy tale
In reality, there will not be a miracle indeed
In fact, in your life, you can now happily
Only that you do not believe that
You hear a word do?
If you think you can, you can
Against
If you believe that you can now happily
I'm not saying
Not only in the memory
If you can not, memory is the best
It can be said
Is his own comfort,
This approach not only makes you happy.
Maybe you do not need consolation
But this is only my opinion
I would like to add
For me
I have not seen before, could only dream of fairy tales, children's
In my life, is not a miracle
However, I believe I can see things
Is that you let me learn to see with the naked eye all the
But now I only know that
I do not want to see you unhappy
Because you are very important to me
Can only say that I believe only in a sentence
There will be a person to own a more brilliant smile,
the pain is more memorable
I have met. . Because you
Therefore, I believe you can also
actually,
You have been the pursuit of perfection,
But in this world no one is perfect ...
Although in this world,
no one would go into your permanent,
or at least to have, can be regarded as a pleasure ...
Memories is at least one of the most happy thing
Yes, perhaps only a miracle will appear in the fairy tale
In reality, there will not be a miracle indeed
In fact, in your life, you can now happily
Only that you do not believe that
You hear a word do?
If you think you can, you can
Against
If you believe that you can now happily
I'm not saying
Not only in the memory
If you can not, memory is the best
It can be said
Is his own comfort,
This approach not only makes you happy.
Maybe you do not need consolation
But this is only my opinion
I would like to add
For me
I have not seen before, could only dream of fairy tales, children's
In my life, is not a miracle
However, I believe I can see things
Is that you let me learn to see with the naked eye all the
But now I only know that
I do not want to see you unhappy
Because you are very important to me
Can only say that I believe only in a sentence
There will be a person to own a more brilliant smile,
the pain is more memorable
I have met. . Because you
Therefore, I believe you can also
ABOUT *VIRGO*
Virgo Constellation, said the book is usually a person striving for perfection
In my life, with a figure Virgo
I have the feeling there are a lot of pressure
A lack of trust in his inner
He did not believe anyone would have accompanied him
Do not believe that this relationship will last forever
He believes that no one will accompany until he died!
In fact, he lacks confidence,
he has been the pursuit of perfection,
In this world, no one is perfect ...
While in this world,
no one will enter his permanent,
or at least can be considered very pleased ...
The happiest memories of at least one of the things ...
"There will be a person, let him laugh the most brilliant and most memorable"
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